“I May Have Chosen My Own NDE” Jeff’s Near Death Experience #nde – Learning About Heaven EP 237


“I May Have Chosen My NDE” is the Near Death Experience of Jeff who dies from an allergic reaction and takes his time getting to a place where his guides help him make the decision to return to this life or roll the dice on another. https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1jeff_h_nde.html Thumbnail Photo Credit: https://www.artmajeur.com/tehos/en/artworks/7272661/last-night-in-berlin Experience:. 03/20/1978
Documented on NDERF: 05/10/2018 1. I realized this was not a dream, that I just wanted to go home. The next thing I knew, it was nighttime. I was outside the house and looking in the kitchen window. I could not get inside the house and I couldn't attract the attention of my family inside. This horrified me and some time passed. I was wandering around in the dark and eventually found others who were similarly confused as to where we where and what was going on. This is hard to explain, but we didn't really have a physical presence. I remember getting to know and understand these people as we were all going through this same experience together. It was like we were in a group and the lights were turned off. We knew that we were all still there but could not see one another. I guess that's the best way I can describe it. Some time passed here as well, but I was determined to find a way out for all of us which was probably absurd since I didn't know where we were. 2. There was a light, kind of dim and from a distance. The light got closer and more intense. I felt a Love that brings tears to me as I write this. I wanted so much to go back and bring all of the others with me to this place, but I didn't really have control of it. As wonderful and amazing as this place felt, I was pretty much along for the ride. I don't know how much of this I can put into words of accurately describe. The light was love and understanding. It was outside of me, through me, and in me. It was home. I've never felt a love like this since, though there have been very brief moments of kindness and acceptance that I just live for. It's hard to see the computer screen for the tears in my eyes. I want so much to use all my will to reach back and pull those people in the darkness here to just be here, but I don't know how. 3. At a certain point I met someone who seemed to be there to assist me in deciding whether I should come back in this life or start all over in another. I would call this person my guide, and although I'm not really aware of them having a physical presence, I felt a feminine energy about them. I wanted to know more about them and this place I was in. But, it was clear that this experience was not about them. It was more like going to a guidance counselor. I was young, but emotionally invested in the people of this life. Starting over and not really knowing what that would be like was hard for me to accept. I was shown parts of my future life, like going up to a screen and suddenly being in the moment experiencing it. It was as though I were there at that moment, feeling how I would feel at that time. I was shown parts of my future in this life if I chose to go on. 4. The things I was shown have been more like choices that were made when the options were fairly limited. The feeling at the time of the choice was simply 'This feels right. This feels like the right thing to do.' With that feeling is a sense of peace, and calm. I was told that if I were to continue in this life, that it would be unlikely that I would reach my potential. However, it seemed clear that starting over was a wild card and I was not shown anything about that. I remember meeting other people, and I get the feeling that these were people who had lived here and were there to help me decide what to do. I 5. Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a definite conscious decision to return to life Much of the experience seemed to be about making the choice of whether or not to return to this life, this timeline, or start over in a new one. 6. I saw someone who looked eerily like Jesus who was surrounded by other people. They were a group and he seemed to be talking to them. I came closer and he looked at me, actually it felt like he looked through and in me. He didn't seem happy with me and I could not understand why. This bothered me quite a bit, although not as much in this moment of writing about it. 7. There was a point where something that was part of me but outside my consciousness spoke in a strange language. I had the understanding that this was an introduction of who I was. Thank you to NDERF.org who have compiled these wonderful NDEs. This channel is not associated with NDERF.org and NDERF.org has not authorized or approved this channel. Learning About Heaven is offering these Experiences in this small format as a means to further learn and grow.